I am not sure who this message is for (hell maybe it is just for me), but I’m sitting here writing tonight to let you know that you already know exactly what it is that you need to do.
There is no REAL question of this or that left or right: you know exactly what it is that you want. Your indecision is masking fear of your truth. Your indecision is keeping you in a limbo state. Your indecision is allowing for you to stay somewhat comfortable, and to stop you from taking the risks.
Drop the act. Do it already. Say it already. Make it happen. You know exactly what you want and it has come time to stop pretending and playing games.
You are denying your innate truth the longer you play this hopscotch, back and forth game. You are allowing opportunities to pass you by in your fear. It is okay to be scared: honor that feeling. What is not okay is putting your whole life on hold because of a goddamn feeling.
You deserve better than that. You deserve better than playing small, and settling for less than, and barely getting by. You deserve bigger. You deserve badder. You deserve abundantly more than you can dream of: let yourself dream. Believe in it for a moment. If it seems too good to be true, YOU’RE ON TRACK, KEEP GOING.
You can do this. You are ready. There is nothing else left that can prepare you. You are there. You have been there. You either jump or you don’t. You progress or you shrivel up in the dryness of the same-old same-old.
So just do it. Just do it. Just see what happens when you trust that the Universe will catch you.